Rambling

Well I know it has been forever since I posted. But I think I have decided that this will now be my personal blog that I can pretty much write about anything and be anonymous about it. I do have a few friends that know about this one. But that is about it.

So first thing is that there is going to be a new reality show with Bret Michaels from Poison. (mouth watering and dripping with tongue hanging out of mouth) He is so yummy. I know it is childish. But I fell in love with him when I was a teenager. And he still looks damn good. I only hope to look so good in my 40's .

And of course I have still been having tons of fantasies about women. Sometimes I wonder if I should just become a lesbian. But then I do like to be with men too. I still get all hot and bothered about some men. I guess I can just be picky. Maybe this just happens later in life when you aren't dating anymore and you are in a marriage and still like to look. I don't know. Sometimes I think it is a bad idea that my husband would let me be with a woman if I wanted. But then it hasn't happened in forever so I don't really know what the problem is.

I think I should start trying to find more friends that have more stuff in common with me. I have several very close friends that I just adore, but I don't have any gay friends and I don't have any Pagan friends either. So it makes it very difficult to try to go do something that involves either of those things. Both of which are extremely important to me.

Well I guess that is about it for now. Not a whole lot going on around here right now. I just wanted to check in.

See you in the moonlight.